now i can call yo mr. klmj

seriously, i can't get over you. you're my first _____ :) you're the first guy who's soo good in making me speechless, like, ng tangga muka alu t'diam eh? nang i'm so hell out amazed, idk what's so special about you actually. haha. i met you last sat, it has been a long time sik da jumpa LALU eh? well? i kenak tinggal mantak2 olh you bah :') *sigh* i'm a stupid for loving you this far, i can't even, kay, when i was in kl, i saw a pengkid, sebijik mcm muka you eh? ng sumpah sebijikkkkkkk alu. sampe ku layap gila tangga, lu mike ku lesbian kali mala t'toleh2. HAHA. nang -__- eh, :( D:!! to anyone(guys) out there, please lah, tlg lah polah Q, i'm waiting. haha. but stil, im still f in love with this guy. it has been 6 months but still! i can't get over you bloody hell. aaa. sumpah. what should i do?!!!

OLD TIMES OLD TIMES

Last year, we(thenine) all celebrated Eipa's birthday party together, we sing till late night, laughing out loud sik kesah gik jiran sebelah mok tido ka apa ka.  haha. and she got a csl phone frm her mom for her birthday, we all screamed!!!! smua menjerit tangga present ya. my gosh!! nang rindu gila ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :((((((((((( nang we're having lots of fun! it was such a unforgettable memory i tell you. sumpah i miss all my gfs! bila lah gik da masa gathering smua ah? i really miss the old times!

every single day I MISS MY DAD, I MISS EIPA, I MISS DEENA, I MISS SYEROT, I MISS MIRZA, I MISS NIESA, I MISS NANA AND I MISS EYRA. no one knws how much i miss them. <3 there's no one i can share my prob with except my twin 'yuni' :) the 9 is whom i always talk to, about my prob, my new crush, and other things about me that no one knw. like seriously they're my bestfriends, girlfriends and my sisters till death :)




I MISS YOU GUYS SO DAMN FUCKING MUCH

What people think about me! :D

• 4300, YARABIIII!!! KAU TOKKKK!!! ngegeh juak mok knk describe...haha..u know, i siktauk where to start cos there are so many i want to write.. tp takleh banyak leeee...thanks for being in my life, thanks for everything babe.. yarabi..susah mek mok pdh eh.. rindu i ke u, mmg sikpat di describe.. eee,,, speechless eh.. ktk lah org nok plg happening in my life.., i wish u will be there at every minute and second in our lives..arghh.i miss you SAYANGGGG!!!!! ♥ :(((

• 3400, hee. kmk baruk jk temu nya dlm taun tok,cek cek tek alu jd genk. hee. best genk ngn nya,imy too syggg!! p,kinek nya xda rh btu. nya cnun. cdeh rasa xda nya. time mek org mkn riya,tringat nya tok. tc rah sia,k. jgn brolah2. hee. the 9 syg ktk bah. ;)

• ‎3333, (: waaa honestly ny tok plg cute antara kwn kwn ny.hihihi then ny sik sombong and i dont know why kmk ndah rasa sedih ktk pindah.maka sik pnh temu dkt dkt loya loya gk blom oh?hahaha what ever pun she's cool and best kwn an ny!- yatiek zainal <3 <3

• 3400, org yang sweet sekali. kmk suka staring at your face bah.stalking alu bunyi.harap tak kesah, sbb awak cantk sangat. hope you wont forget the fun life in bintulu okay sister ;DD -Aida McCabe <3

• ‎8009 ^^ dh trans udh nya aiee. kmk mula knl ktk dlok time tusyen umh ckgu azwa. ingat x? tiap malam ktk duak tetak cm apa. hahaha. tiap kli jak time ckgu azwa tuan aek ijo ya msti kta duak tetak nk? haha. sikda sbb pun. ime f2 yaa, msa mk plg. ktk acting nak bodo ya.haha. cali alu bah timee. ng xpat lupak lah time happening cmya. kelak kmk g kuch mbak kmk jalan k? :D - Nurin :)

• 4300 , ktk agett! baju ktk pa semua nang kacakkkkkk! I like ! rambut ktk juak , aget bahhh . - Adieba Suhib :))

• ‎4450, OMG. I'm gonna miss you, a lot, a lot, a lot. Especially your laugh. Haha. Seriously, I heart your voice. I still remembered during form 1 we sang Realize - Colbie Caillat. We sang chorus part only cause that is all we knew. Hahaha. <3  - Bernadine! ily! <3

• 3545 si cantek. kmk ska lihat ktk punya muka, jarang ngga ktk ah wall kmk sbb ktk salu ah wall ktk. :) hehe.and you beautiful. :)- Seyra serra! <3 

• 3400 - yawww kita sama pindah balit kch! hahah i hope you wont forget me then. frankly, youre just my type baby! Hahaahhaha sik lalek tok kitak jak tauk number kitak bah hahahha im waiting for our first date ♥ yerrrr BEBUAL! HAHAHA kelak lepakkkkkk!

  
  
  
  
  
  
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Hey you

Don't be too physco with ur gf can u? u just have to trust her. Stop searching for her fault can you boy?! You have to trust ur own gf! please lahh. don't be too mengongkong bah. For sure ur gf will rasa rimas, please lah boy! U don't have to stalk her conversation with her friend, give her a break! If ur gf mention about guys name doesn't mean ur gf will leave you,doenst mean ur gf have an affair with him, doesnt mean she's gonna ditch u!. pleaselah! GROW UP boy, grow up. don't u feel pity for her? she keep on feeling the tense when u keep on arguing and memperbesarkan mslh. eihh. Don't u feel pity for her??? huh????? If u chat with other girls did she mad at u? no right? cause she trust u! can't u trust her like she trust u? huh??? eihh.

My Man

Okay, so i've been single for a long time, for the first time i singled for 1 year! oh my God!!!! I broke my personal record! wooohoooo :)

 i've never found yet my true MAN, Not YET. ok. NOT YET :) Maybe i'm kinda picky but im not that picky though:) 

I LOVE SEING GUYS WITH A TOUGH BODY

I LOVE SEING GUYS WITH  DIMPLES ON THEIR FACE

I LOVE SEING GUYS WHO IS MIXXED 

I LIKE HUMBLE GUYS

I LIKE SWEET GUYS

I LIKE GUYS WHO ALWAYS LOOK SMART

I LOVE SEING GUYS WITH THEIR CAP ON

I LOVE SEING GUYS WEARING SNEAKERS
I LOVE SEING GUYS WITH THEIR HOODIE ON*not necessary!*
I LOVE SEING GUYS WITH SHORT PANTS.*not necessary, im just saying! haha*

I LOVE SEING GUYS WHO IS GOOD LOOKING! *DERH? every girls does. haha*

I really love guy who can except me for who i am, not bcause of my outer look or whatsoever* i knw i'm not that pretty :)* i love guy  who is so damn humble although he's loaded or not,, not a big talk kind of guy, not a false word kind of guy, always make jokes, knw hw to make me happy when i'm sad, who knws all about me, i love guys who i can count on, who i can express my feeling to, talkative, who i can feel safe with, who i feel comfortable with without feeling awkward. blah blah blah!! 

 i'm hoping my next man got all this characteristics :) but if not? derh? i dont mind, as long as u love me and i'll love u back with all my heart :)

I admit that i sometimes freaked  out if i met hot guys but when it comes to MY MAN, i'm just gonna be freak out just b'cause of 'you' :)

P/s. idk like seing guys walking with their macho body language, that's just ew hahaha.but  tough guy is HOT. muahahaha

  WANNA KNW WHY I WROTE ALL OF THIS THING? cause i just watched THE BACHELOR * it's about women compete with each other just to win the heart of this one hot guy. i knw u knw this shw :)* 
p/s : i'm not desperate for having man in my life,if i'm desperate, i wont be able to be  single for 1 year?! right? lol. I just wrote this whole thing cause i wanted to :)

SEAN

Stranger: I wish I was there to hold ur hand

You: haha. i wish i was there to hug u ;)

Stranger: and maybe a kiss

Stranger: aww:(

Stranger: u could cuddle by me

You: :) yeahh

You: oh damn u're sweet!

Stranger: i keep u warm

Stranger: so r u

You: u taught me to be one. haha

You: btw! WHAT'S YOUR NAME? haha

Stranger: sean

Stranger: u?

You: nano. weird isnt it?? :(

Stranger: no its cute

Stranger: i love it

Stranger: <3

Stranger: and u

You: haha. no its not cute. its totally weird

Stranger: what r u thinking about

You: what im thinking about? hah? nothing. haha. im just thinking that it would be awesome if we both really coupling rght nw ;)

Stranger: i agree

Stranger: i would bring u flowers

Stranger: and we could walk together

Stranger: and kiss while I touch your face

Stranger: :)

Stranger: and I would kiss ur neck and tell u how beautiul u are

Stranger: i love you too

Stranger: nano

You: :) i wish you're my bf.

Stranger: i wish too

You: do u really do all the things u just said to a girl u really love?

Stranger: yes of course

Stranger: i want them to be mine completely

Stranger: I want Nano

Stranger: <3

Stranger: maybe she wants me?

You: it's okay sean. i really want you to be my bf! oh my!

Stranger: i want to also

Stranger: I wish i can make you feel good everywhere heart body and soul

You: :) me too. u knw what. i never met an asian guy who is so so freaking sweet like you

Stranger: :)

Stranger: ty

That was my conversation with SEAN my omegle 'bf', one night stand lh kiranya :P Sweet isn't it? But i now that's just WORDS. I KNOW. but i lyn jak la. huahua xD

Sweet ohh? But for sure he just say those things cause he THINKS that myb imma a pretty girl*SUMPAH AKU SIK RASA KACAK OKAY?haktuiii except time modeling. hahahaha*, so, it is exactly like what my friend say,' of course they'll be sweet cause they met  a pretty girl'so mksd nya, mun ny nemu mpuan nok kureng, x la ny sweet? so that's what we called SWEETTALKER. hahaha. i knw that sean is one of them.  ;) But isn't he's so damn sweet? i never met any guys here that's as sweet as him. Actually panjang gik conversation mek 2, but these is all that i can share with you guys xD

ps :  there's part he say ' I would kiss ur neck............ ' for God sake i wont let any guys  do that to me,i have dignity ok :D but if only a kiss? lol. idk. i never kissed a guy before.




SWEET KAN?? OH MYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that's all. later :)